eee so sad so poor ting... dotters only 3 n 2 yrs nia..
FATAL TIES: Madam Yap leapt from the 25th floor of a block with her daughters tied to her with red strings.
HER LAST GOODBYES
TO HER HUSBAND
'I hate my health, my brain, my body. I really cannot tolerate this depressing thinking and the frustrations of the babies. I should have listened to you to go and see a doctor. But it is too late now...'
In the suicide note to Mr Prud'hon found in a plastic bag attached to a lanyard Madam Yap wore around her neck
TO HER FAMILY
'It turned out to be better when I met Nicholas. He brought me the happiness and fun that I never had before...and then Kathleen came. I was very happy to have her but, at the same time, the anxiety and stress came along. They called it post-natal blues. Then it became worse when Calista came. I started having sleepless nights, imagination, anxiety and even violent (sic)...'
In a note she mailed to her family
TO HER PARENTS
'I started to hallucinate and lose sleep. I became bad-tempered and suspicious, and I started to imagine things. I even began to scold and beat the children and the beatings have become more and more severe...'