Originally posted by carpe diem jur:
hmm... too many things... have yet to sort out my tots... i dun even know why i do the things i do... sometimes it feels no one understands... it really hurts very bad when ppl gave up on mi before i've given up on myself... i make no apologies for following my heart... i choose to ignore and hold my head up high so that ppl wun think i'm hurt or affected by wat they said... but i'm treated like a stupid fool, till recently then i know how bad it hurts...still, i dun wish to give up....
it feels as though my heart lived till that day and is locked up in those memories only... might only hold on to those memories for a long long time....
wat should i do larling??? i also dunno.... i dun understand... wat should i do??
cheer up girl..
no one can tell u wat to do.. It is something u must decide for ursellf.. then follow through.. that's the only way to get anything accomplished..
since u already decided on ur path, the rest is not an issue.. Hold ur head high.. bite ur teeth.. do wat u want to vent urr frustration.. but follow through ur decision until the day u totally see no meaning and future in the decision u made.. then u will know what to do ler.
