Originally posted by Hello Kitty:
the pain me feelin...
nobirdie will understand de...
it's eben beyond description loh... the intensity of the pain...
it's like... machiam... me widow raised oly son fer tens ober years & we both meant so much to each other in dis world. den suddenly he can turn ard on me, n totally cut me off frm his world.
worse den bein stabbed repeatedly in the heart loh i tell u.
son bent on wantin me dead... but me muz bear the wounds n carry on... coz me canot die, me hab to watch ober him. frm a distance. juz frm a distance nia.
dat was y me cudnt control when watched the show on thurs. the same kind of feelin u knw mah.
do eberiting oso no mood. kip staring at the fone. call nobirdie answer. sms nobirdie reply. once in a blue moon, if heng heng got answer, is one two werds. hear sms tone, hear fone call, gan jiong gan jiong go find fone, but oways sumone else lame. at nite toss n turn canot slp wollie ppl will call, wollie he sick. den in the end decided nt to slp, go cook porridge n bake duno simi lj, early early go his house... turned out eberitin was in vain... he doesn't nit u anymore...
n oso when she told her daddy she 30 liao y stil fall in luv, hw terrible it feels to sit by the fone eberinite...
den her daddy cud oly managed a faint n helpless smile... dis scene - make u suddenly c dis world holds no more hope loh!
the same kind of pain loh. exactly the same kind. how excruciatingly painful u knw mah. u knw anot.
u wun knw de loh...
=(
fwah..
sibeh drama
