Clearly, through your own experience, you may have different signs. For
instance, when you listen to Vajrayana teachings, or when see Vajrayana
activities, or when you see Vajrayana’s different forms of Buddhas and
bodhisattvas, or when you sincerely engage in Vajrayana activities, if
from your heart you think, or if you develop a strong devotion towards
these activities, towards this tradition, that is a sign that you are
actually a disciple of Vajrayana. There are many such signs. Like for
instance, like crying, you know, when you meet Buddha or when you see a
Vajrayana teacher or practice, you tend to feel you tend to cry. You
feel like crying, you can’t really stop, you know (but of course, I’m
not asking you to cry all the time), or you have goose bumps. Ya?
And most importantly, if you have a sense of belonging to this
tradition, this clearly shows that you belong to the Vajrayana
tradition, you are a Vajrayana student. You should then request... you
should look for a good master. You should know yourself, whether you
can be a Vajrayana student. Or if you are still unsure, when you meet
any Rinpoche or teacher, then you can ask “Can I practice Vajrayana?”
And they will definitely be able to tell you whether you are ready or
not.