another week.....

• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 16:35

  Originally posted by thhong22:

  yah i'll oso find some admin stuff where i can stay in office too

  i'm not sure if i wanna do admin job. sick of office job liao......i dunno wat job to look for man
• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 16:39

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  probably in a month's time...
  
  i guess i was right before i met Her.. that i would walk life's journey alone..
  
  but i have to be strong... with Her intellect, ability, capabilities and everything about Her, i would only hinder Her...
  
  i am glad for Her that she is going to fulfil one of Her life's desires... yet, a part of me wishes that i could be part of it.. still, i am so glad for Her, and will pray each night, in addition to the usual prayers for Her happiness and well-being, that She will be able to fulfil Her dreams to the utmost...
  
  i love Her so much it hurts each time i think of Her...
  
  still, Her happiness and well-bring is paramount...
  
  if i miss Her, then i have to be battleship steel about it..
  
  

  but why did u all break up in the first place, tis part i dun understand.
  
  n well, if she's gog to be happier if she goes over, i now u will give her ur blessing......
  
  i noe how it feels, love a person so much tat it hurts. happened to me twice.....
• thhong22

  10 Nov 03, 16:43

  Originally posted by keisha:

  i'm not sure if i wanna do admin job. sick of office job liao......i dunno wat job to look for man

  tot u wan to stay in office???
• the Bear

  10 Nov 03, 16:45

  it's something i will keep with me to my grave... i cannot say it.. a promise which i have given freely and will not be broken...
  
  i just hope that each tear i shed even though She must never know, each time i feel down because She is not by my side, somehow, in the cosmic equation, let Her be happier.. for i've cried a river over Her
  
  

  Originally posted by keisha:

  but why did u all break up in the first place, tis part i dun understand.
  
  n well, if she's gog to be happier if she goes over, i now u will give her ur blessing......
  
  i noe how it feels, love a person so much tat it hurts. happened to me twice.....

• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 16:50

  Originally posted by thhong22:

  tot u wan to stay in office???

  i dunno leh. dunno wat i looking for also
• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 16:51

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  it's something i will keep with me to my grave... i cannot say it.. a promise which i have given freely and will not be broken...
  
  i just hope that each tear i shed even though She must never know, each time i feel down because She is not by my side, somehow, in the cosmic equation, let Her be happier.. for i've cried a river over Her
  
  

  okok. wish her well then. u too. be strong. very depressing, i dunno wat to say liao. kind of reminds me of my pain, so i dunno wat esle to say to comfort u liao.....sorrie......
• thhong22

  10 Nov 03, 16:51

  Originally posted by keisha:

  i dunno leh. dunno wat i looking for also

  i oso donno leh....
• the Bear

  10 Nov 03, 17:00

  don't be sorry yah?
  
  it's not your doing..
  
  i will be strong.. i was always the stronger between us when adversity strikes... hence the term, battleship steel...
  
  i will wish Her well as always and will say it again and again because i love Her.. and always will
  
  and She does not need to know my pain... She has Her life to lead... and i have mine..
  
  

  Originally posted by keisha:

  okok. wish her well then. u too. be strong. very depressing, i dunno wat to say liao. kind of reminds me of my pain, so i dunno wat esle to say to comfort u liao.....sorrie......

• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 17:04

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  don't be sorry yah?
  
  it's not your doing..
  
  i will be strong.. i was always the stronger between us when adversity strikes... hence the term, battleship steel...
  
  i will wish Her well as always and will say it again and again because i love Her.. and always will
  
  and She does not need to know my pain... She has Her life to lead... and i have mine..
  
  

  tats wat i'm trying to do also. *hugs*
  
  
• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 17:04

  hong hong, i also lost leh. how?
• the Bear

  10 Nov 03, 17:08

  when we make a decision to be strong, we find strength we never knew we had...
  
  i know you are and can be
  
  

  Originally posted by keisha:

  tats wat i'm trying to do also. *hugs*
  
  

• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 17:17

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  when we make a decision to be strong, we find strength we never knew we had...
  
  i know you are and can be
  
  

  *wail*
• the Bear

  10 Nov 03, 17:22

  oh dear.. i'm sorry
  
  

  Originally posted by keisha:

  *wail*

• hunk37

  10 Nov 03, 17:23

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  when we make a decision to be strong, we find strength we never knew we had...
  
  i know you are and can be
  
  

  o gosh. Did you two ever talk since that failed meeting, or is this the first time since, and its to tell you she's going? The fact that she called you means you are in her thoughts. You are fortifying yourself, good. At same time, do not conclude its all over. Life is very unpredictable! You may also go, she may come back, but very possibly.....one of you will initiate a correspondence, and relationships can grow and deepen despite physical absence...won't you think of some ways now to farewell her, find out the next contact.....do harm to anyone, and is in your interest.
• the Bear

  10 Nov 03, 17:29

  i will meet Her on monday next... for lunch...
  
  i would never and could never hold Her back.. Her heart's desire to go to another land...
  
  mayhap one day, our paths would meet again... God willing...
  
  if not, i have known love, and i have regained my humanity... for that, i am thankful to Her
  
  

  Originally posted by hunk37:

  o gosh. Did you two ever talk since that failed meeting, or is this the first time since, and its to tell you she's going? The fact that she called you means you are in her thoughts. You are fortifying yourself, good. At same time, do not conclude its all over. Life is very unpredictable! You may also go, she may come back, but very possibly.....one of you will initiate a correspondence, and relationships can grow and deepen despite physical absence...won't you think of some ways now to farewell her, find out the next contact.....do harm to anyone, and is in your interest.

• realitybites

  10 Nov 03, 17:29

  Keisha darling I m home
• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 17:29

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  oh dear.. i'm sorry
  
  

  i juz told joho i feel damn miserable on sat.....n after i tok to him on msn, i cried my guts out man.......so miserable feeling. yet tats nothing i can do to make myself feel better, or to cheer myself up. juz so sick of life n work n everything u noe?
• the Bear

  10 Nov 03, 17:35

  poor girl.. we all have our crosses to bear..
  
  i can empathise.. my life is in a shambles, i hate my work now, i can't think straight...
  
  just hang on yah?
  
  life should get better..
  
  will pray for you as well as Her in my usual prayers
  
  

  Originally posted by keisha:

  i juz told joho i feel damn miserable on sat.....n after i tok to him on msn, i cried my guts out man.......so miserable feeling. yet tats nothing i can do to make myself feel better, or to cheer myself up. juz so sick of life n work n everything u noe?

• hunk37

  10 Nov 03, 17:36

  Originally posted by keisha:

  i juz told joho i feel damn miserable on sat.....n after i tok to him on msn, i cried my guts out man.......so miserable feeling. yet tats nothing i can do to make myself feel better, or to cheer myself up. juz so sick of life n work n everything u noe?

  we can talk if you want (read my siggie). and yes, I know the difference between an ordinary text and a hotlink. but my PC just couldn't open www.myspace.com
• realitybites

  10 Nov 03, 17:37

  Originally posted by keisha:

  i juz told joho i feel damn miserable on sat.....n after i tok to him on msn, i cried my guts out man.......so miserable feeling. yet tats nothing i can do to make myself feel better, or to cheer myself up. juz so sick of life n work n everything u noe?

  darling wat habben ? u can always call me k ?
• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 17:38

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  poor girl.. we all have our crosses to bear..
  
  i can empathise.. my life is in a shambles, i hate my work now, i can't think straight...
  
  just hang on yah?
  
  life should get better..
  
  will pray for you as well as Her in my usual prayers
  
  

  i noe. no one can help me, its all up there, mentally.....
  
  hope i get over this period of my life soon
  
  but thx gor
• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 17:41

  Originally posted by hunk37:

  we can talk if you want (read my siggie). and yes, I know the difference between an ordinary text and a hotlink. but my PC just couldn't open www.myspace.com

  thx hunky, i'll b fine. nothing more to tok about. i juz got to snap out of this miserable feeling myself.
  
  juz now my space got some problem. u try again, strange tat u cannot get it. everyone esle seem to be able to get in w/o any problem leh.
• KittynMeow

  10 Nov 03, 17:42

  keisha...
  
  *pat pat*
  *hugz*
  hope this makes you feel better..... don't think too much... and remember to "always look on the bright side of life..."
  
  
• keisha

  10 Nov 03, 17:42

  Originally posted by realitybites:

  darling wat habben ? u can always call me k ?

  i'm fine liao. no worries. *hugs*
• hunk37

  10 Nov 03, 17:42

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  i will meet Her on monday next... for lunch...
  
  i would never and could never hold Her back.. Her heart's desire to go to another land...
  
  mayhap one day, our paths would meet again... God willing...
  
  if not, i have known love, and i have regained my humanity... for that, i am thankful to Her
  
  

  good. but I never suggested to make her stay. I suggest to you to open and maintain lines of communication, so that though you can be miles apart, but things can happen, if you keep in touch.....people going overseas get lonely you know....I'm sure you do.....and yes, I was overseas once too