Originally posted by ratinacage:
so tired today, feels like i need a good rest.a long rest....if only i cud shut my eyes and mind at the same time....jux go on to a deep slumber....jux rest......for 48 hours......
feels like i need a change.....i need to move away from familiar things....need a break....a holiday sounds terribly tempting.....to some undeveloped country......
but on the other hand, i cannot bear to go away from the things i nkow and love.....i hate them and yet wanna them them at the same time....
i guess i've jux become crazy....
i think u r suffering from burnout.
from time to time i experience the same feelings too - extreme tiredness, not wanting to do anything, jus wan to rest but dunno how, jus so... sian.. so mellow.. and so sick of familiar things. jus feel like going somewhere no one noes me, somewhere empty and vast... but yet i cannot simply let go of the things here.
in any case, i realise tt i realli cannot jus get away from it all - firstly where can i go? secondly do i haf the means to do so? thirdly can i go at all?
so i go retreat into my shell (since im a cancerian) and slowly lick my wounds, alone. luckily my self-recovery mechanism makes sure i can carry on living quite normally for the time being, and back to normal soon although i may refrain from interacting with anyone.
and i realise another thing - tt i find solace from simply going to the temple to pray during such times..
good luck..