A day in the mind of a gal like me...
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Yar,Originally posted by reallieRAW:Lovely weather nowadays
Really love the rainy days as much as u do, bet u enjoy the scenery from the boarding platform of Jurong East MRT Station juz as much i reckon....? The side tt faces ...haha....ur IMM Building, and a greenery field
Really pretty, and en route to the mrt stations usually got a lot of butterflies, white ones really pretty too 
Well, I do wish to own the IMM building, but alas... -
Take your time to enjoy these simple momentsOriginally posted by En':Yar,
Really pretty, and en route to the mrt stations usually got a lot of butterflies, white ones really pretty too
Well, I do wish to own the IMM building, but alas... Many have been tied down by many things in their lives & blinded from these simple happiness lor, so while you can....indulge 
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Right now, I'll rather have the mood to studyOriginally posted by reallieRAW:Take your time to enjoy these simple moments Many have been tied down by many things in their lives & blinded from these simple happiness lor, so while you can....indulge 
coz I think I just might have to repeat this year~
Choy~
/touches wood...
Do you know that the nightly sleep is a blessing? A simple but much appreciated pleasure... I'm gonna try that now! Making up for lost time, hopefully can wake up later...
Nite nitez, and u remember to enjoy the beauty ard u too
Sweet dreamZ~ to all... -
Dear Diarina
,
I had a marvelous time today! Went to a holistic fair and had such a lot of fun! I bought a packet of sage for $5.50 . Not too outrageously expensive, but far from cheap either... Oh well, at least it smells great!!!
Oh, the holistic fair was held at the fort canning park, and the way up was... well, tiring (I'm a couch potato, wadd'ya expect ) and very very gorgeous! The leaves are full of rich colors, shades of green and hues of gold, the sky is of the mystic clear blue, with all of those fluffy white clouds, just like out of a painting. Just like a dream come true...
Some ladies were belly-dancing at that area, and they were rather good, swaying their bodies in a most alluring and tempting way, that left, if I must say, the guy's jaws hanging Then a group nearby had a drumming circle, and wierdly enough, the tempo was just right for the dancers, everything just fit together, and it just felt right!
At around dusk, the blue of the sky darkened and settled upon the ground, like a blanket around a sleeping child, almost like a fog, but much much clearer, like just a viel of blue blanketed over us... The street lamps were unlike those you'd see beside the road, but rather those you see in gardens, and they were lit up... The whole effect was mystical, very calming and very very faerie and magical... The serenity, peace, and feeling of belonging was there so clearly that I could almost taste it!
Then we went to the back of the fort canning center, one level below the fair was a cafe, unfortunately closed. So we stood by the steps and I had a chance to steal my eyes over a huge land of rolling greens of grasses and trees... And I almost felt that I was not in singapore at all, instead, with the beauty of it all, the whole time, I had this feeling that I had for a rare moment, stepped into faerieland, or surely, some other land that was just as mystical and magical...
I can say the whole of today was beautiful! And the feeling of belonging, of peace, of serenity and of acceptance was with me the whole time... What more could a gal ask for...?
Counting down to beltane O.S
One more day to go!
6 am
Lurve'
En' -
Diarina ,
Had a terrible day! Let me start from the beginning... Haiz~ and so the story goes...
I had insomnia again last night... When I was finally falling asleep, around 2+ am, my classmate sms me, saying she just woke up, asking me if I studied...
That got me so stressed, I couldn't sleep for quite a while, however I didn't study either... Darn, I mean I was lying in darkness, feeling so... snuggled against the blanket, and the air-con was so cold (I like it cold ) who in their right mind would want to on the light and study!!! It was in the middle of the night for goodness sake... So when she finally stop sms-ing me, it was already around 3am. Sleep was creeping in again, and I welcomed it with open arms... Suddenly my handphone beep again, disturbing the serenity of the night and scaring precious sleep away from me... So I just told her I was going to bed... and after some time, I did finally fall asleep...
My radio went off at 5.40am this morning, I wanted to catch the sun in taurus, 15 deg. Do a little reading and perhaps a little scrying and if I had the luxury of time and luck, converse with a fae or two... But I woke with a darn headache that totally disrupted my mood to do any readings... I was told that any reading done while the veil was the thinnest between the worlds were supposed to be very accurate, and that it was much easier to contact other entities during this period of time... Plus, it was beltane! I could have easily done some workings that could improve my self-love or confidence! And I missed it! B'coz I went back to bed! can you believe that!!! 
Then is the exam, first paper today... Thinking abt it makes me so super upset! If I weren't so scared of heights, I'd have fly myself out of my bedroom window! Darn, I have six short answer question, worth 10mks each! My answer range from the longest, 5 sentences to the shortest, 2 sentences! Duh~ okok so this part of the misery, I bought it upon myself! If I pass this semester, next term I'll really study!!! I'll also try my best to not kip more than 1/2 of the lessons... kay? Think I can pass...?
Next paper on thur 8th may... Think I'll have to start studying tml, right now, at least gimme some time to wallow in my own misery
Counting down to end of exam
10th may, sat
3 days to go...
Miserable'
En'
3 days???
Oh God! -
Diarina,
I am so officially screwed! Did not study at all today Don't ask me what I did with my time, I have no idea where they all went... Geez~ I really am the Queen of procrastination... Hopefully tomorrow Lady Luck would remember to smile on me... After all, that's like 40 mcq and 25% of getting each one correct...
Wish me good luck for my test tml and sat, diarina dear...? I'll need it~
Counting down to end of torture
2 days standing
Fatigued'
En' -
Diarina ,
Today was great!!! The paper I thought contributing 70% to the actual result, actually only weights 25%
Meaning, even if I flunk the entire paper, I'll still pass the module, how good is that??? Which I'm certain I can score at least 10 mks out of this paper, coz I actually understood the questions
Then after the paper, I went with my friends to BK to study, the one in IMM, coz the one at westmall was too crowded And guess what, I actually studied for the saturday paper!!! How rare is that!!! And I completed an entire chapter So proud of myself, so much so that it doesn't quite matter it took me a whole 2 hours to understand the chapter, but at the very least, I know what it's talking about! The unfortunate thing is, for this last paper, it's 3 books (Ok fine! So it's only 2 1/2 
) and that's like 50+ chapters so I'll need 100+ hours to cover all? Although the saddest thing of all, this paper consists of 60% so unless I want to repeat (Which I don't) I'll have to pass it... erm, and coz I flunk the presentation, I'll have to work harder...?
I just reach home! Walked home from IMM. Through that green field, the sky was dark just now, adequately so, and I could see quite a number of stars winking at me from above The moon is waxing, full on next wed or thur, and it's already half moon now, so beautiful!!! Even the buildings seem right, coz their lights gave the field a slight orange cast, and a feeling of optimisim and hope for life! They just mowned the field today, and while walking home just now, the smell of the fresh-mown grass was so strong, and so pure! And the songs of the cricket only added to the cacophony of nature 
I've always been alone, as long as I could remember... That is perhaps why every chance I have now, I'll be very dependent, lean heavily on others, coz I feel if I do not do so, they will leave me alone again, even though with them around I still am alone... I hate feeling lonely, yet it is the main emotion ruling my heart, since I was a very very young girl. I've always knew and I have gotten hurt over a lot of things, taht is why I indulge in my dreams, bcoz' even when I get hurt I knew I had a whole lot more than the other girls, coz they do not have the dreams (and through that- experiences) that I have... Yet tonight was one of those rare nights that I do not feel lonely... Alone but not lonely, wat a wonderful feeling it is!
Counting down to end of exams
1 day standing~ (Sheesh~ how do you study for 3 books in a day? ) 
Lurve'
En' -
Diarina
My class is splitting up next semester
I mean I hate my class, split up split up lor!
but!!!
my usual bunch (that i had recently just gotten comfy with) is all going to a diff class, and I am stuck with those I hate most!!!
The ones who tried to get me kicked out of the course last year!
Damn!!!
Sucidal'
En' -
yo ennerationz~
sorree was away overseas didn't respond here. hope u're ok. life is a screw that always seems to wanna go upward. haiz...
*HuGGieZZz* -
Hi jo~Originally posted by jOhO:yo ennerationz~
sorree was away overseas didn't respond here. hope u're ok. life is a screw that always seems to wanna go upward. haiz...
*HuGGieZZz*
Long time no see, how have you been?
Overseas? Alright, be waiting to see ur adventures posted... Thankx jo~ -
Diarina,
My ex-school mate came over just now... She heard that my life sucked and I was totally down in the dumps, so she came over with some tidbits, straws and a listening ear!
I was so touched by her gestures... then again, it's always been that way between the both of us... So we spilled out all our unhappiness, raged, whined and b*tched to and at each other until we both felt better... The talk was good, and she taught me to fold hearts with straws, that part was fun... Only thing was, the tidbits and the soft drinks weren't enough...
Well, I felt better, am feeling better... So hopefully it's all gonna be alright... Really though will gonna try appealing, die die must try! Worse case scenario diarina, visit me at my funeral ok? Needless ot say, I didnt study today... Tomorrow early paper, should I sleep tonight?
Counting down to last paper
12 more hours to go...
Binged'
En' -
Diarina,
I think I'm screwed... Studied for two hours, only completed two chapters!!! There's like another two books to go... Looking back at what I just typed, I realise that 2 is not a good number for me right now! And the time is... 2.08am
Just had lemon tea, although I think it tastes more like lemonade Next time, less lemon juice, sugar, more tea An alternate source of caffiene... Think later I'll try adding cinnamon to coffee, see how that taste In case you are wondering, I am insane... If I get food poisoning think I'll get exempted from exams? Yeah right... haiz~ back to hitting the books...
Counting down to last paper
6 hours to go
Procrastination Queen'
En' -
hey hey ~
your post are always so entertaininG~
few more hrs to your paper....
good luck huh.. -
For the sake of my pride,Originally posted by Transmission:hey hey ~
your post are always so entertaininG~
few more hrs to your paper....
good luck huh..
I'm going to take that as a compliment
Thank you!
and thanks for the luck, I seriously need it...
Morning to u too -
morning~~~
just finished a good game or Wc ..now feeling even fresher~!!
then i just realise i still wearing my contact lense...sh|t...
hows ur progress ?? doing good ?
have a nice breakfast b4 u go for ur exam huh ... -
Wc...?Originally posted by Transmission:morning~~~
just finished a good game or Wc ..now feeling even fresher~!!
then i just realise i still wearing my contact lense...sh|t...
hows ur progress ?? doing good ?
have a nice breakfast b4 u go for ur exam huh ...
wat's that? -
Hi darlingOriginally posted by En':Wc...?
wat's that? -
Diarina,
I think I totally flunked the last paper... I gave up studying around 3+ this morning, I think... Then my friend ask me to meet her for breakfast as she did not intend to sleep... So I grind my teeth and studied to no avail!!!
I could not understand the questions at all! Waste my time studying, should have slept the whole night instead The mcq not so bad, coz anyhow pick one also got 25% chance of getting correct... It was the short answer question I wrote the exact same answer to all the questions Darn! When I finish copying the same few sentences to all the question, I left the exam hall, didn't even bother to check... That was how upset I was!!! To think I actually studied for this paper Hopefully I will not repeat because of this Arh well, who knows I might even pass...? Maybe I shld buy a lottery ticket tonight eh? IF I can pass, I'll probably score the jackpot as well
On second thoughts, better not push my luck too far
Meeting friends at 12.30 for movie... Leaving me with 2 hours to go...
Oh well, might as well enjoy ur company diarina
Whining'
En' -
Warcraft3Originally posted by En':Wc...?
wat's that?
its just a game .... a game thats so enjoyable that i can live with that ... haha
paper finished~
so whats your plan? intend to find a job or something ?? -
Orh okokOriginally posted by Transmission:Warcraft3
its just a game .... a game thats so enjoyable that i can live with that ... haha
paper finished~
so whats your plan? intend to find a job or something ??
My plan is to be a mega-slacker, and to (naturally) indulge more time in my interests
While waiting for the notice to ask me go back for the supp paper
Wat abt u? U also from NYP right? Wat u gonna do...? -
What interests u got? Go for it !!Originally posted by En':Orh okok
My plan is to be a mega-slacker, and to (naturally) indulge more time in my interests
While waiting for the notice to ask me go back for the supp paper
Wat abt u? U also from NYP right? Wat u gonna do...?
My plan for now ..is to wait for my new job coming in 2 weeks time ...
then work ...
save up some decent money..then prepare myself for NS ..
As for school ... nah ... haven't been going for the past 2 papers .. really give up liao ..
Future... i know what i will do...
Boringggg Dae... slacking at home the whole fiaking day ....
My flesh are beginning to rot ... -
My interest lies in the field of metaphysics (which explains my hanging out at the HoFSOriginally posted by Transmission:What interests u got? Go for it !!
My plan for now ..is to wait for my new job coming in 2 weeks time ...
then work ...
save up some decent money..then prepare myself for NS ..
As for school ... nah ... haven't been going for the past 2 papers .. really give up liao ..
Future... i know what i will do...
Boringggg Dae... slacking at home the whole fiaking day ....
My flesh are beginning to rot ... )
Wat job you gonna be doing in 2 weeks time? Oh and do share, what do u envision ur future to be like...? Which year you in...? -
Dear Diarinia the Andy-professed chiobu,
I had a nice day today. Went out with the same bunch of friends. Went out buying a present for a good friend of ours. In the end, bought her a bag. Anyway, diarina... how old are u? You are very chiobu. Can ask you out? Today, some one by the name of St**y never persuade me to watch movie with her and her friends Very sad... in the end go out with other people..
later at 10, going double o *again*
Love A**y -
metaphysics? ? ?Originally posted by En':My interest lies in the field of metaphysics (which explains my haning out at the HoFS )
Wat job you gonna be doing in 2 weeks time? Oh and do share, what do u envision ur future to be like...? Which year you in...? 
Hmm... me supposingly to be year 3 ...graduate ... but ..
still stuck in year 2 ... that means 4 years to complete my diploma... which i won't find it useful .. at least thats what i think... so i decided to get the fiak out of there...
i miss NYP .. hai ... all my frens in there ...
dunno why ...cannot describe...
Future... i plan to go into the F&B industry ... dun wanna reveal much ah ... me silent killer... hee..
btw, ur english very chim ... sometimes i very stress leh... dig out ur primary school english and use it on me can ? -
Originally posted by Master -_-:Dear Diarinia the Andy-professed chiobu,
I had a nice day today. Went out with the same bunch of friends. Went out buying a present for a good friend of ours. In the end, bought her a bag. Anyway, diarina... how old are u? You are very chiobu. Can ask you out? Today, some one by the name of St**y never persuade me to watch movie with her and her friends Very sad... in the end go out with other people..
later at 10, going double o *again*
Love A**y
Poor Diarina,
You fell victim to him too eh? Tried asking a guy out today... He called me insincere... I was so hurt... Gave up asking him out the coz I didn't think he'll go anyway You think he'd go i I bugged him enough...?
Somehow, right now diarina, that guy is making me feel guilty
Victimised'
En'