Dear Diary (Lilo's Edition)
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It must have been the work of the Matrix.Originally posted by lilogirl:hmmm...
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i wonder who planted it.......
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Dear diary,
Lilo got ugly knees....
the flesh ard it is very red and swollen...
Haiz.....
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wat in the world r u toking bout?Originally posted by nigaman:Hi, Do you think that you would buy these pirated items if they come cheaper than 'market rate' and are delivered to your place??
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Slipping Away.
How could I believe that the moments we shared
would never reach an end?
You really touched deep down in my heart. I'm
grateful to say you're my friend.
Tomorrow when I look in the mirror, I'll say to myself,
"I am fine".
I won't let it bother me to know, that my place is
at the end of the line.
I know that your life keeps you busy and there's
not enough time in the day.
But something is wrong and you cannot deny, what
we had once in now slipping away.
Maybe I set myself up for failure. I was wrong to
believe so much in you.
It's not your fault, I don't pass the blame. It was me
who was being the fool.
I meant it when I said, "I love you", my soul to
you I did bare.
So please understand why I'm acting this way,
It's only because I do care.
But I'll try not to let it get to me, I'll pretend
that all is okay.
But deep down I know that something is wrong.
What we had once is now slipping away. -
Dear Diary,
Had I set my hopes to high?
Or had I actually lack the expectations after all...
Do I want success and fame
Or do I actually wanted a simple life...
Are my friends my family
Or are my family my foes...
Am I asking too much
Or am I not thinking at all...
Is that the reason why
Peace eluded me...
Happiness seems so far away....
so, so far.... -
I was feeling all alone
and then I felt my tears
I whispered a silent prayer
That only He could hear
I prayed that He would help me
To get through another day
to help me face the problems
That stand before my way
I asked for an angel
To always watch over me
To forever stay by my side
No matter where I'd be
And the tears kept on falling
So roughly from my face
As I finished my silent prayer
And dreamed of a better place
I dreamed of paradise
A place so beautiful, so nice
Realizing it was my heaven
I knew it was my fate
I was now where I belonged
I didn't have to try
To hide the painful memories
That always made me cry
For there you stood before me
Holding out your arms
To hold me by your heart
And guard me from all harm
At last, I am next to you
Where i truly should be. -
Dearest Diary,
Lilo's mind is a set of blank tonight...
Lilo can feel strongly but unable to express them in words...
Can u feel it diary??
Love ya... Take care!! -
Time, Lilo, time will heal ALL wounds.Originally posted by lilogirl:Dearest Diary,
Lilo's mind is a set of blank tonight...
Lilo can feel strongly but unable to express them in words...
Can u feel it diary??
Love ya... Take care!! -
Dear Diary,
Today ran out of long skirts to wear liao.. so no choice wore a shorter one....
The children were very curious of my knees... they actually spent more time studying my knees rather than music..
One of the accidentally knocked me at my knees.... and it started bleeding again.... haiz....
Somehow, i doubt it will heal nicely... looks like Lilo's gonna have a scar from this incident.. what a way to remember tat day huh diary....
Well... i have nobody to blame but myself........... -
Juz take it in yr stride... Its gonna heal...Originally posted by lilogirl:Dear Diary,
Today ran out of long skirts to wear liao.. so no choice wore a shorter one....
The children were very curious of my knees... they actually spent more time studying my knees rather than music..
One of the accidentally knocked me at my knees.... and it started bleeding again.... haiz....
Somehow, i doubt it will heal nicely... looks like Lilo's gonna have a scar from this incident.. what a way to remember tat day huh diary....
Well... i have nobody to blame but myself........... 
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Originally posted by loneryu00:Time, Lilo, time will heal ALL wounds.
Dear Diary,Originally posted by loneryu00:Juz take it in yr stride... Its gonna heal...
Pse thks ryu for his encouraging words.....
Tell him lilo really appreciates it......
But honestly, Lilo believes that though time heals wounds, the scars will always be there....
Time allows one to get things into perspective... and arrange your priority....
Time allows one to decide if he or she wants to carry on with their lives...
The wound might heal... but the scars will always be there to remind you the pain one had been through....
Juz my opinion diary........... -
Dear diary,
Happy Vesak Day!!!!
It's been ages since i've been to the temple on vesak day...
heck... it's been ages since i've been to the temple...
Yesterday was the 14th... it's exactly 3 months...
It could have been 3 months....
I wonder if things tat were sent out were ever received..
and things tat were received were ever appreciated??
Have a good vesak day, diary........... -
dear diary,
Another sunday....
I backed off another outing... think my friend's gonna kill me..
but couldn't find the energy to go......
Today's the 18th... 4 more days.....
haiz................................................. -
Absence makes the heart fonder.Originally posted by lilogirl:dear diary,
Another sunday....
I backed off another outing... think my friend's gonna kill me..
but couldn't find the energy to go......
Today's the 18th... 4 more days.....
haiz................................................. -
Dear diary,
As expected kena blasted by my frens....
They're definitely angry alright.... haiz........................ -
missed me ar......Originally posted by Spear:Absence makes the heart fonder.
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Kekeke.. Lilo so bad. Always try and make me blush.Originally posted by lilogirl:missed me ar...... 
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Dear diary,
Lilo's tired.... very very tired....
Ive reached the stage where I keep wondering wat's the use perservering....
Yet, on the other hand, without this perseverence... there is no reason to carry on...
Tell me what to do... I'm physically and mentally exhausted adi.....
Lilo dunno how long more can she hold on................................... -
Hang in there Lilo.. Juz hang in there.
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Thanks wolvie...Originally posted by Spear:Hang in there Lilo.. Juz hang in there.
lilo will hang on as long as lilo can....
but it's hard.. very hard.................... -
Dear Diary,
Is this it???
I guess so....
Thanks diary... -
You got claws. So slash away the obstacles that hinder your path or progress lor.Originally posted by lilogirl:Thanks wolvie...
lilo will hang on as long as lilo can....
but it's hard.. very hard....................
If your ten claws not enough, then call Spear.
My six claws will go to your assistance.
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Dearest Diary,
I win liao...... sleepless again tonight......
Tossed and turned for a while on the bed then cannot stand liao.. so log in again.........
How???? Tomorrow's gonna be a long day some more... did i say tomorrow... .. i meant later.....
okok.... I go try to sleep again.... Nitez nitez diary... U take care k................ -
Hey... how's life been treating you lately??
Are u doing well? eating well? living well?
Knowing you.. you're probably working your pants off...
Take care k... dun overwork.
Many things had happened since we last met...
Xiao mei might be going back to Malaysia for good.
If she does.. i'm going to miss her badly.
Da jie is probably back with 'him'... something all of us not totally agreeable abt...
but me and xiao mei will stand by her no matter wat's her decision!
I've took up what u had constantly asked me to do... will probably be taking the exam next year... if all goes well...
Yeah... i'm working my butt off now trying to pay off the lesson fees... it doesn't comes cheap.
I'm eating well.. doing well.. in case you're wondering..
I was just suddenly thinking of you tat's all... don't mind me...
U take care k... work's important but so is health.... -
Dear diary,
Gosh it had been ages since i came here.... sorry... had been really busy...
Is tat good or bad i do wonder....
Had been down with flu today.... Tat horrible feeling came back again... helplessness... gosh i hate it...
I made a choice yesterday.... till now i still dunno if wat i decided is right... but it just seems so right now.. especially when everything's so bleak.. it's like a flicker of light, giving hope....
It's awfully scary diary, when u know you're stepping on such thin line.. that u'd fall with a wrong move...
I know the chances that i'd be back in square one again is very very high......... tat i'd probably have to pick myself up again... but this time i'll make sure i'm ready... I won't let myself fall so hard.. One won't, when one do not put too much into it right???
It's wrong diary, i know... so so wrong... and i know there'll be much suffering...but i need it right now.. like i need the air to breathe.... please understand...
But i'll never forget diary... nor will i completely let go... what happened might seem insignificant to many... but it's my calling... i'd finally see the world the way it is... I'll not forget...
really missed talking to ya... promise i'll come in more often k......
take care...