The Sians' Online Diary: Episode 3
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Dear Diary
Who am I? I feel like I'm someone else, watching my life go by. It's a funny concept, really. I mean, here I am, the clock is ticking, time is passing, and here I stand -- powerless to stop it. So many things I wish had said, so many deeds I wish I had done. Things change so fast. I feel like I don't know who I am anymore.
wilI -
Dear Diary,
Guess wad? i made my boss not happi again..kena niam by him..*haiz*..i will do my best next time..hope wunt kena niam again..dowan my day to be spoil again
mapp~
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dear diary,
holiday is about to over.. time to start a new season.
till then.
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Dear Diary
Can't sleep. Tired, but sleep won't claim me.
I've got all these ideas and thoughts just churning around in my head. Thoughts about nothing in particular. Random ideas, jumping here and there, like a ping-pong match inside my mind. I'll think of a question, answer it, then argue against myself. No, I'm not insane. Just trying to sort out the thoughts in my head.
But when separate ideas suddenly click, it's like getting hit by lightning. Like a jolt; a sudden burst of inspiration. And then I just have to go with it. Once in a while, the inspiration will result in a short story or an intriguing poem. In some cases, even a conversation.
Maybe if I stop thinking, I'll finally get some sleep. But I can't. I'm always thinking. Most of the time, I can even control my dreams. They say you can't really do that because it's all your subconscious. But I can control what happens in my dreams. Like they're just more of my stories, I can create the plot. (sounds crazy)
Workz starts soon. Very soon. Less than a few days. Then there'll be less time for thinking -- free thinking, anyway. More methodical thinking. I'm good at that too; I can be extremely logical when I put my mind to it. But I like being creative more. Letting one thought lead to another, and finally making sense of something because I lead myself to a different perspective.
That's probably why I love get myself busy. Because workz force me to think less.Then again too much workz physically and abstractly will stress and exhaust oneself, and that's probably why I hate it to. Sometimes it's forces you to stay inside the box, and it won't let you think your own ideas. At least not without having evidentiary support behind your idea.
And because of all this, not too many people get me. I think it's because I scare them. I mean, if I was one of them, I'd probably be scared by me, too. Someone thinks she understands what's going on inside of me. She seems to think it's just the whole career turmoil thing that she went through. But let's be honest, I'm not exactly a typical guy. I mean, sure, I do have some of the career turmoil happening, but that's just a small part of it.
That's not to say I'm unique, or an anomaly. No, I'm sure there are plenty of other guys out there going through what I am. It's just that I feel like everyone around me sees me as someone else. That's all. But not in the typical way, either. It's in a much bigger picture that I feel like I'm just not understood. I think a lot differently that most people. It's just really difficult to explain.
Maybe I can get some sleep now, but I doubt it........
wilI -
Dear Diary,
Please bless all those ppl who are losing sleep out there. thanks
will also inform uncle zhou to go meet them more often, instead of me..... if i see him tonight -
Dear Diary
goin interview soon wish me luck~~~~
wilI
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Dear DiaryOriginally posted by cwill:Dear Diary
goin interview soon wish me luck~~~~
wilI
Pls wish cwill all the best~~
Regards
Estee/ahTee/ahBase's Grumpy sis/ah mapp ma's dotter~~ -
Dear Diary
i stomach pain todae..*haiz*..toilet is my best fren today
mapp~ -
Dear DiaryOriginally posted by mapp|ezz:Dear Diary
i stomach pain todae..*haiz*..toilet is my best fren today
mapp~
Pls ask ah mapp ma go see locter if really not feeling well~~
Regards
Estee/ahTee/ahBase's Grumpy sis/ah mapp ma's dotter~~ -
Dear DiaryOriginally posted by Estee:Dear Diary
Pls ask ah mapp ma go see locter if really not feeling well~~
Regards
Estee/ahTee/ahBase's Grumpy sis/ah mapp ma's dotter~~
Pls tell ah tee ah map wunt die so easily yet..haha..a little bit of pain nia..nt the first time anyway..duno wad lah sup i ate yest again
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dear diary,Originally posted by cwill:Dear Diary
goin interview soon wish me luck~~~~
wilI
good luck to cwill pls.
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Dear Diary
So sad~~last minute I was being left out on the fruitfull trip..*sigh*!!
feel quiet piss off at 1st, but end day come to relaise it that I didn't go will also do me good!
wilI -
Dear Diary
The very 1st time in my job interview, that I encounter; the interviewer couldn't answer my question and was like a lost sheep in the forest...goin.."EEErrrr...I think ah...eeerrrrr!!!Got snook!!! whahaha!!! 
By the way I think he will hate me and regret saying the sentence: "What Question do you have for me??".....kekeke!!!
wilI -
Dear Diary
So sad! I was not invited for the movie: "My Tutor Friend" or should I say have been long forgotten about. *sigh* So unfriendly, no worries! Life still goes on with or without that........*sigh* will get used to it soon!
wilI -
Dear Diary,
This coming week is going to be almost full of activities for me. I hope that all these activities are going to make me feel better, think better and hopefully, solution to my problems will come faster....
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Dear DiaryOriginally posted by Churra:Dear Diary,
This coming week is going to be almost full of activities for me. I hope that all these activities are going to make me feel better, think better and hopefully, solution to my problems will come faster....
chu
How good will chu chu wanan feel??? Kindly let chu knows that;in one's life there's up and down, is like a game of roulette. You win some you lose some; but life still goes on after that!
wilI -
Originally posted by Estee:Dear Diary
Pls ask ah mapp ma go see locter if really not feeling well~~
Regards
Estee/ahTee/ahBase's Grumpy sis/ah mapp ma's dotter~~
Dear DiaryOriginally posted by www:dear diary,
good luck to cwill pls.
www
Thks estee & www for their well wishes, but I still perfer a treat from them!!!
wilI -
Dear Dairy
Happi happi happi happi monday!!!!! 
wilI
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Dear Dairy
I wanna bounce here!!! Heehee!!!
Is raining liao~~~~~~~
wilI -
Dear Diary
Why no one is writing to you now a days??? I think you must go fan xin yi sa~~kekekeke!!!!
cwiI -
Dear Diary,
I had a worst shower last night after i got home..
while i was showering half way.... suddenly smell something burning.... wheni look upi saw Black SMoke emitting from the water heater
quickly turn off the shower but i was half way soaping my body.... blessed that i didnt have a new hair style last night
in the end i had to cal for help.... "ahhhhhh mmmmmaaaaa" for a moment my grandma thought that i fell into the toilet bowl..... was sitting in the toilet waiting for her to boil hot water, the shower took longer than usual.
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dear diary,Originally posted by Qoo`~`:Dear Diary,
I had a worst shower last night after i got home..
while i was showering half way.... suddenly smell something burning.... wheni look upi saw Black SMoke emitting from the water heater quickly turn off the shower but i was half way soaping my body.... blessed that i didnt have a new hair style last night
in the end i had to cal for help.... "ahhhhhh mmmmmaaaaa" for a moment my grandma thought that i fell into the toilet bowl..... was sitting in the toilet waiting for her to boil hot water, the shower took longer than usual.
do let q knows that if there is any recurrence of such event, my house's bathroom is always there for her utilization.
its a total glassed cubicle, of course.
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Dear Diary,
PUI~
todae earli morling go submission..cannot process...spend my time in the toilet trying to forge a kuku signature....realise date put wrongly...nb...spend almost 2 hrs at tat irritating place...lost my new anklet on the way...
so pissed man
ren yi sway..then sway all the way man!
ah mapp
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Dear Diary
I have my Longest Drive in my Whole entire life~~sibeh shag leh!!
wilI -
DEAR DIARY
It seem that this place is no longer as is use to be, no point! It needs to hands to claps!!! I can't do it alone!!!
Perhaps this will Be my last post~~~~GoodBYeeee!!!
wilI