jia you!Originally posted by the Bear:she cancelled.. and i'm beside myself..
yet i'll be strong... i have to be... and continue to wait for her to be ready to see me...
i love her
and i can't say that to her yet... even when she already knows...
it tears me apart.. yet i have to be strong...
true true........Originally posted by [ Neo ]:The human heart is a piece delicate and extremely complex organic creation. We're probably all too stupid to be ever capable of understanding it well.
miss........Originally posted by ~Or|oS|s~:me then sad.....![]()
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i realli miss...........
How does your love now act towards him?Originally posted by ~Or|oS|s~:agree......
that's y i have my ex to thank for waking me up......
he broke up with me n asked me if i hated him but i dun, i honestly dun, in fact i love him more, cos he woke me up......
sigh, such is life........
Originally posted by ~Or|oS|s~:wat's ur biggest regret? something u wished u had done or had not done?
Wahahah..Originally posted by cwill:miss........
I more sad......![]()
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I misss 4D by 1 number......toto by 1 number...whahahaha!!!!![]()
well... to b honest there are times that i realli miss him and want him back but i noe that that is not wat he wants.....Originally posted by M:How does your love now act towards him?
Is there a need to have him? or do you find contentment in his joy?
just wonderin..
Originally posted by ~Or|oS|s~:well... to b honest there are times that i realli miss him and want him back but i noe that that is not wat he wants.....
the best thing i can do for him now is to let him go n let him move on.... while i myself try to move on as well....
we're still very close, going out at least twice a week, but it's all just as frens.....
he's not a person who opens up easily, n he says that i am a good fren of his, someone whom he can actualli open up to... as in, he says most of his frens onli want him there to listen but not to listen to him, but he says for me, it's different, that i actualli listen to wat he says, which he thinks is hard to find.... and i take as a huge compliment.....
it makes me happy knowing that at least he finds a listening ear in me......
now, even though we can't b together, i'm happy jus being close to him..... be it onli as a good fren..... at least i still get to see him smile.....![]()
Originally posted by cwill:miss........
I more sad......![]()
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I misss 4D by 1 number......toto by 1 number...whahahaha!!!!![]()
it IS already painful now.....Originally posted by the Bear:it's going to be painful you know?
Originally posted by ~Or|oS|s~:it IS already painful now.....
but it is the best thing i can do for him.....
the other option is to sulk n avoid him which is definitely not going to benefit either of us cos that's definitely not wat he wants n not wat he deserves......
so, onli option? be a good fren n listening ear to him n just try to let go.......
hurts like hell at times but i just have to do it....
well............Originally posted by the Bear:good girl
i'll probably be doing the same thing...
maybe in time, she'll give me another shot at being her guy..
i pray hard each day..