It's the big answer that I did not want to hear... I begged... Literally... I begged her to give it a chance... I love her... Truly Madly Deeply... Not even all the stars combined could match the power of my love for her... Yet a more powerful force came and destroyed my will.... this six words... I'm shattered... Totally... I lose... I have lost her... For sure...
"One Last Cry"
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry
Cry.....
I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I goota put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down, I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...
bro, i know u're still crying.
after wat u told me inside msn, i was totally caught off guard.
i was very afraid u wld persue wat u wrote in MSN.
haiz. 1st love always the hardest to forget
dawn was my 1st love too.
sometimes, u jus need someone there to wack the sense into u.
i understand wat u're going thru now, i realli do.
but all i can say to u now xuan is, let it all out.
i f u need someone to tok to, u have my number as while. i can offer u my ears if u wan them
but pls dun think off doing things that wld hurt the people around u, who loves u as much as u love her, namely ur family and friends.
foga's always around to lend u my ears.
xuan, i wish u well and may u be blessed with joy and happiness.
regards
damien
~ Gotta Tell You ~
Samantha Mumba
Your love for me came as a water fall
flowing inside me like never before
youÂ’re love for me something I didnÂ’t see
but baby, I know better now
when you walked in the room that very night
a special feeling just burst inside
it was only you, nobody else but baby,
I know better now
DonÂ’t wanna love you, if you donÂ’t love me
DonÂ’t wanna need you when you won't need me too
DonÂ’t wanna tell you this now
But it wouldnÂ’t be right if I (if I)
DidnÂ’t tell you this tonight
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
And now youÂ’re back inside my house again
IÂ’m trying deeply to explain
cause baby I wanna get it on
and baby, youÂ’re the one for me
and now that I have got you all alone
after all this talking on the phone
I should be strong thereÂ’s nothing wrong
IÂ’ll tell you this is where you belong
There was something in your eyes made me realize
Now I hear voices deep inside telling me, telling me itÂ’s you and I
it takes time .....
all the best bro.
U probably haven't heard this song, but you can can find it, worth a few listen. The pain of breakup and some say ur life summed up in a song;-
Dry ur eyes mate - The Streets
In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starinÂ’ straight into the ground
LookinÂ’ to the left slightly, then lookinÂ’ back down
World feels like it’s caved in – proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like sheÂ’s lookinÂ’ straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up sheÂ’s lookinÂ’ down at her feet
Dry your eyes mate
I know itÂ’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
ThereÂ’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But youÂ’ve got to walk away now
ItÂ’s over
So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakinÂ’, my life is crashinÂ’ before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
‘Cause I can’t imagine my life without you and me
ThereÂ’s things I canÂ’t imagine doinÂ’, things I canÂ’t imagine seeinÂ’
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness sheÂ’s blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushinÂ’ my hand away to my chest, from hers
Dry your eyes mate
I know itÂ’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
ThereÂ’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But youÂ’ve got to walk away now
ItÂ’s over
And IÂ’m just standinÂ’ there, I canÂ’t say a word
‘Cause everythin’s just gone
IÂ’ve got nothinÂ’
Absolutely nothinÂ’
TryinÂ’ to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryinÂ’ to change what sheÂ’s sayinÂ’
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
IÂ’m not gonna fuckinÂ’, just fuckinÂ’ leave it all now
‘Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And youÂ’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
YouÂ’re well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so sheÂ’s now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away
Dry your eyes mate
I know itÂ’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
ThereÂ’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But youÂ’ve got to walk away now
ItÂ’s over
I know in the past IÂ’ve found it hard to say
TellinÂ’ you things, but not tellinÂ’ straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away
Dry your eyes mate
I know itÂ’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
ThereÂ’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But youÂ’ve got to walk away now
There you go thats mine its dry your eyes by the streets it just seems like it was wrote just for me.
so come on give me more...
