so long already, still.....

• papercut87

  23 May 07, 23:21

  sorry guys, really need to vent this out. super emo....
  
  broke up with my bf for a few mths already..
  really hate acting in frnt of everybody to show that im okay.
  coz im not.
  i act all chirpy n smiley n hyper... but deep down i feel really empty.
  im not the strong girl they all see me as.
  just a weakling.
  tried to move on, went out with other guys. nothing works.
  tried keeping myself really busy.
  but often, i find myself staring into blank space in between.
  loneliness creeps in in the middle of the night.
  i guess he has moved on. but not me.
  can't seem to cry anymore like i used to in e past,
  for all the tears have all dried up.
  
  sigh... how am i ever gonna get over this love?!?!?
• Kuali Baba

  23 May 07, 23:22

  It'll take a little more time.
• the Bear

  23 May 07, 23:23

  with time.. with time..
  
  slowly slowly..
  
  it will get better..
  
  most of us know that.. but it doesn't get easier...
  
  just hang in there yah?
• papercut87

  23 May 07, 23:23

  bt how long? i also want to get out of this misery quickly..
• gobez14

  23 May 07, 23:25

  Get another new luv mus move on if not foreva stuck
• Gackt247

  23 May 07, 23:25

  Haiz.. jiemei.. U remind me of me yrs back.. when i got burnt the 1st time.. all i can say is tt it'll take some time.
• mystee

  23 May 07, 23:25

  i think the more u want or trying too hard to get out of it.. the harder it will..
  
  just take things naturally... dont force urself to smile.. laugh when u dun feel like it.. it will make things worst.. & will make u feel even sadder..
• R3SsH|n

  23 May 07, 23:26

  wu zhong xian once said, "time will not take away the pain; time will only help me to forget it."
• papercut87

  23 May 07, 23:27

  how? im going to see him very very soon leh. like next week? for sch camp.... i scared i cry.. i din see him for very long le. nvr contact also.
• xShevchenkox

  23 May 07, 23:27

  hmm y tink so much?
  
  dun tink so much ..tinking juz dampens ur mood and kill ur brain cells.
  
  and do keep looking..there are better trees around..
  
  u still so young...87 nia...same as me oso..
  
  still beri young...dun nid so kan cheong or keep tinkin of the past =)
  
  
• BrUtUs

  23 May 07, 23:27

  Originally posted by papercut87:

  sorry guys, really need to vent this out. super emo....
  
  broke up with my bf for a few mths already..
  really hate acting in frnt of everybody to show that im okay.
  coz im not.
  i act all chirpy n smiley n hyper... but deep down i feel really empty.
  im not the strong girl they all see me as.
  just a weakling.
  tried to move on, went out with other guys. nothing works.
  tried keeping myself really busy.
  but often, i find myself staring into blank space in between.
  loneliness creeps in in the middle of the night.
  i guess he has moved on. but not me.
  can't seem to cry anymore like i used to in e past,
  for all the tears have all dried up.
  
  sigh... how am i ever gonna get over this love?!?!?

  gather with ur good frens and hv a gd time with them... no use control until like tat... 1st step is to acknowledge tat he is gone n make future plans...
• the Bear

  23 May 07, 23:30

  hey.. it took me what seems like forever.. but hang in there.. you'll make it..
  
  we all do..
• papercut87

  23 May 07, 23:30

  i dun think i can hang on any further..........
  
• BrUtUs

  23 May 07, 23:34

  Originally posted by papercut87:

  i dun think i can hang on any further..........
  

  u can la... hes jz a guy, nothing to be so bothered abt it... sch camp jz hang with ur gd frens lo... sure they will take care of u...
• R3SsH|n

  23 May 07, 23:34

  When you walk through a storm
  Hold your chin up high
  And don't be afraid of the dark.
  At the end of a storm
  Is a golden sky
  And the sweet, silver song of a lark.
  
  Walk on, through the wind,
  Walk on, through the rain,
  Though your dreams be tossed and blown.
  Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart,
  And you'll never walk alone,
  You'll never walk alone.
• papercut87

  23 May 07, 23:38

  Originally posted by R3SsH|n:

  When you walk through a storm
  Hold your chin up high
  And don't be afraid of the dark.
  At the end of a storm
  Is a golden sky
  And the sweet, silver song of a lark.
  
  Walk on, through the wind,
  Walk on, through the rain,
  Though your dreams be tossed and blown.
  Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart,
  And you'll never walk alone,
  You'll never walk alone.

  thanks resshin. always thought u were q mean, but now i realied that you arent that mean afterall
• Gackt247

  23 May 07, 23:39

  Originally posted by papercut87:

  thanks resshin. always thought u were q mean, but now i realied that you arent that mean afterall

  too early la.. u might have juz triggered the demon in him again..
• caleb_chiang

  23 May 07, 23:40

  It's like that one lah... Just hang in there... Let everything fade away...
  
  When it do, you can accept new love.
• the Bear

  23 May 07, 23:40

  here's a secret..
  
  make the decision.. tell yourself 'i can!'
  
  and do it.. almost singlemindedly..
  
  or make the decision to be happy.. and go do things that will make you happy...
  
  after a while, you do become happy and can
  
  

  Originally posted by papercut87:

  i dun think i can hang on any further..........
  

• browniebaobao

  23 May 07, 23:48

  hugz papercut*
  
  girl, dun try too hard..
  
  let time do the work.. altho i cant tell u exactly how long..
  
  dun be in a hurry to go date other guys ba..
  
  if u haven't move on, then it's not advisable..
  
  go out with ur frens, focus more on ur studies, enjoy being young, enjoy life~
  
  
• Gackt247

  23 May 07, 23:50

  hanor.. bake some cheese brownies for jiemei Gacky.. so tt i can bluff bbb it's from thomson road.
  
  oops.. tio exposed..
• browniebaobao

  23 May 07, 23:51

  Originally posted by Gackt247:

  hanor.. bake some cheese brownies for jiemei Gacky.. so tt i can bluff bbb it's from thomson road.
  
  oops.. tio exposed..

  papercut knows how to bake cheese brownie?
  
  fwah.. u still remember u owe me ar?
  
  i tot u di diam diam.
• fudgester

  23 May 07, 23:52

  ppc:
  
  I've never been in a relationship (much less a breakup) before, but what I can say is this: try not to sweat the small stuff.
  
  I'm not saying that the breakup is something trivial, but rather, there are bigger things to be happy about in the grand scheme of things. Like your family. Your friends. Your health. Your fellow group members in your CCA group.
  
  It wouldn't be easy, I'm sure, but just remember... there are lots of things to be happy about, yah?
• Gackt247

  23 May 07, 23:59

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  papercut knows how to bake cheese brownie?
  
  fwah.. u still remember u owe me ar?
  
  i tot u di diam diam.

  aiya.. i duno where exaactly.. i dun even know the name of the shop.. i only know it's super shiok.. not my fault..
  
  outing pls dun kill me..
  
  - flipping thru a pamplet regarding witness protection programme.
• browniebaobao

  24 May 07, 00:04

  Originally posted by Gackt247:

  aiya.. i duno where exaactly.. i dun even know the name of the shop.. i only know it's super shiok.. not my fault..
  
  outing pls dun kill me..
  
  - flipping thru a pamplet regarding witness protection programme.

  
  
  i promise i wun kill u.
  
  i will only skin u alive~
  
  okok.. dun hijack thread.