cotinue from last nite...
after the day we started...
we have been going out to play or shop everyday...
as she like lan gaming too..
so i always jiao her go...
always act as i am lousy and let her kill...
but i think she knows...
cause i killed every1 and let her kill me...
everytime send her back home will see her mum 1...
dont know y...den i kans send to her house and sit sit...
but i was happy...happy of being with her a bit longer...
i fetch her off school almost everyday as she requested...
after that go out eat/movie den send her home...
after a few weeks...one day...
i was sick ma...so never go fetch her...
and i was surpised that she came to my house...
waaaa..touch sia...almost cry...
1st time a gal visited me when i am sick...
and its the gal i love...
after that when she is going home...
i send her home...
as i am feeling better...
few days later...
i helped my aunty to sell dumplings...
as the dumpling fest is here...
as she lives near the shop at parkway parade...
she came to find me and look at me...
with her hw...while she is doing...she still chats with me...
sigh...gd time passes fast...
after that got $$ again ma...
ask her go eat fish and co...
den after that come my house play game...
den tired ma...
so pad her to slp lor..
den i read comics till she wakes...
after that fetch her home and her mum see us again...
sigh sia...den go her home again...
si ba pai sei lei...
but few week later she tell me...
i have feelings for u...
but i still haven forget the guy i like last time as he's shadow is in my lfe...
i said i will wait for her...
but the next day she change totally...
she never talk just as i am not there...
and she send msges that she is not bad and staff...
all the bad things...(to let me give up)
but in my eyes she is the best...
so i try to comfort her...
but after that she says "lets break up.."
kao wei...
after i see this msg i shiock and stant for few mins....
nth to say lor...
as there is a phrase that says...
ai yi ge ren, bu yi ding yao yong you ta...
zi yao ta xing fu jiu gou le...
so i let her go...
but my heart didnt...
i have put in too much for her...
and she just left me...
but everytime i see her...
i can feel that strange feeling coming up again...
as i need to work with her everytime...
i tried to call myself to be normal...
but i cant control....
i force my heart to stop...
by listening to songs and make myself busy...
its hard and every1 seems to find it wield...
wat am i going to do....
its easy to start relationship..
but difficult to stop the feelings...
there a song to share la...