how i wish..

• Lovespirit

  11 May 05, 23:42

  Today 4.15pm
  I was crying. you were sitting beside me quietly. You asked me whether i'm fine, you asked me what happened, but all i did was shaking my head.
  My tears just keep falling, and i wonder why...
  I asked for a hug, and you give me one, nothing more. I cried hugging you, wondering why you are not mine..
  
  The reason is actually you, but i will nv tell. I lied abt the reason for my tears, and u looked at me with those understanding eyes. u asked me what i want, and u told me tears won't help. But all i did was shaking my head, and holding u tight.
  
  This is the lst time i realised you can be so gentle, a side which i have nv seem before.
  Finally after a long silence, with my tears running dry.
  i spoke, "thank you, you are a true friend!"
  then i took my handbag, and left your hse without a word. Your dog followed me obediently to the door, and i patted it gently before i took my leave.
  
  i wonder how long will this feeling last? hw long will the heartache cease?
  i wish you are mine....
  
  
• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 00:09

  So what's ur r/s with him?
  
  Fren? and why can't u be together? coz he's attached?
• Lovespirit

  12 May 05, 00:11

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  So what's ur r/s with him?
  
  Fren? and why can't u be together? coz he's attached?

  attached.. he told me the gal love him...
  
• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 00:16

  Originally posted by Lovespirit:

  attached.. he told me the gal love him...
  

  
  /me pat pat lovespirit
  
  Hmm..do you need a room?
  
  I think you din declare your feelings for him right?
• Lovespirit

  12 May 05, 00:25

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  
  /me pat pat lovespirit
  
  Hmm..do you need a room?
  
  I think you din declare your feelings for him right?

  thank you...
  
  i wanted to check in here.. do u have a vacant room?
  
  i told him once i like him. but he dun take me seriously. tt's the lst n last time i ever told him i like him...
• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 00:29

  Originally posted by Lovespirit:

  thank you...
  
  i wanted to check in here.. do u have a vacant room?
  
  i told him once i like him. but he dun take me seriously. tt's the lst n last time i ever told him i like him...

  
  /me pass Room 109 key to Lovespirit.
  
  How long have u been hiding those feelings to yourself?
  
  Haiz..I feel sad for you.
  
  Feel free to stay at here, make yourself at ease.
  
  but dun stay too long..coz u can't be heartbroken for long.
  
  Anytime u need someone to talk to, can find me. Can PM me also.
  
  I'll be of service.
• the Bear

  12 May 05, 00:29

  poor you.. in love with someone who is taken...
  
  well, hey.. i'll can't offer much except:
  
  cry, mourn...
  
  go nuts for a while..
  
  go out with friends..
  
  or make a few new ones..
  
  slowly get over it.. (you will eventually.. almost everyone does)
  
  heal..
  
  then one day, you'll be ready to love again...
  
  in the meantime... here's a place in this place.. and as always, i hope your stay here won't be too long...
  
  and hey.. if you feel up to it, there are various gatherings of people in this forum, i think they'll welcome anyone.. it's just a way to get away from negative feelings.. let loose, meet new people who may change your outlook yah?
• Gwy85

  12 May 05, 00:30

  Originally posted by Lovespirit:

  thank you...
  
  i wanted to check in here.. do u have a vacant room?
  
  i told him once i like him. but he dun take me seriously. tt's the lst n last time i ever told him i like him...

  Dun be sad my friend..
• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 00:32

  Originally posted by Gwy85:

  Dun be sad my friend..

  hush hush..
  
  you have a story to share too?
• Lovespirit

  12 May 05, 00:35

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  
  /me pass Room 109 key to Lovespirit.
  
  How long have u been hiding those feelings to yourself?
  
  Haiz..I feel sad for you.
  
  Feel free to stay at here, make yourself at ease.
  
  but dun stay too long..coz u can't be heartbroken for long.
  
  Anytime u need someone to talk to, can find me. Can PM me also.
  
  I'll be of service.

  thank you browniebaobao... it has been a long torturing 3 months for me...
  but i just can't seem to get over it...
  
  hope my stay in here won't be tt long....
• Lovespirit

  12 May 05, 00:37

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  poor you.. in love with someone who is taken...
  
  well, hey.. i'll can't offer much except:
  
  cry, mourn...
  
  go nuts for a while..
  
  go out with friends..
  
  or make a few new ones..
  
  slowly get over it.. (you will eventually.. almost everyone does)
  
  heal..
  
  then one day, you'll be ready to love again...
  
  in the meantime... here's a place in this place.. and as always, i hope your stay here won't be too long...
  
  and hey.. if you feel up to it, there are various gatherings of people in this forum, i think they'll welcome anyone.. it's just a way to get away from negative feelings.. let loose, meet new people who may change your outlook yah?

  thank you... the Bear
• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 00:37

  Originally posted by Lovespirit:

  thank you browniebaobao... it has been a long torturing 3 months for me...
  but i just can't seem to get over it...
  
  hope my stay in here won't be tt long....

  
  Dun mention...
  
  Like what Bear said..can join forum outings..make more frens..
  
  I would suggest you pamper yourself, do things tat you like..go out with frens..keep yourself occupied and move on..
  
  I hope u wun be staying here too long too.
  
  All the best~
• the Bear

  12 May 05, 00:39

  i said this to someone.. Eddie Vedder of Pearl Jam once sang this:
  
  i know someday
  you'll have a beautiful life
  i know you'll be a star
  in somebody else's life
  oh why oh why
  can't it be
  mine?
  
  this guy writes with his heart.. and i wager he was heartbroken at that time... now, he's happily married..
  
  if such heartrending despair can be overcome, i figure with time, you can too..
  
  so.. if anything, when we log on, we will lend our ear for you to bend...
  
  hang in there..
• the Bear

  12 May 05, 00:41

  uh huh..
  
  if anything, i'll start by sending in invitation to one of those organised...
  
  this friday's pub night at Muddy Murphy's
  
  a bunch of us would be there for a few beers and conversation... i bet a plate of Cheesy Mushroom Melba would help plenty...
  
  do think about it yah?
  
  

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  
  Dun mention...
  
  Like what Bear said..can join forum outings..make more frens..
  
  I would suggest you pamper yourself, do things tat you like..go out with frens..keep yourself occupied and move on..
  
  I hope u wun be staying here too long too.
  
  All the best~

• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 00:44

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  uh huh..
  
  if anything, i'll start by sending in invitation to one of those organised...
  
  this friday's pub night at Muddy Murphy's
  
  a bunch of us would be there for a few beers and conversation... i bet a plate of Cheesy Mushroom Melba would help plenty...
  
  do think about it yah?
  
  

  
  Invitation to me? to Lovespirit? To all?
  
  Been seeing u jioing pple to go MM..haha..
  
  but I got appointment on fri liao~
• the Bear

  12 May 05, 00:48

  well, pub nights have always been free and easy.. whoever wants to drop in is always welcome
  
  well, there will be other pub nights
  
  and for lovespirit too.. this invitation is open to all...
  
  for people in sgforums helped me though my darkest times, it would be my honour if i can help others... smooth their path towards healing and being happy again
  
  

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  
  Invitation to me? to Lovespirit? To all?
  
  Been seeing u jioing pple to go MM..haha..
  
  but I got appointment on fri liao~

• zheshi

  12 May 05, 00:50

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  hush hush..
  
  you have a story to share too?

  have any body ever check out of hotel hearbreak from it forming to now?
• the Bear

  12 May 05, 00:52

  well, i'm just helping out now
  
  

  Originally posted by zheshi:

  have any body ever check out of hotel hearbreak from it forming to now?

• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 00:57

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  well, pub nights have always been free and easy.. whoever wants to drop in is always welcome
  
  well, there will be other pub nights
  
  and for lovespirit too.. this invitation is open to all...
  
  for people in sgforums helped me though my darkest times, it would be my honour if i can help others... smooth their path towards healing and being happy again
  
  

  
  
  thank you for your invitation ya, brother Bear~
• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 00:59

  Originally posted by zheshi:

  have any body ever check out of hotel hearbreak from it forming to now?

  You know what?
  
  This is what I wana find out also..coz I see those occupants..some checked in very long ago..I wonder whether they are still in..still heart-broken..
  
  But..as far as I know..some have moved on and are happily attached now.
• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 01:00

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  well, i'm just helping out now
  
  

  
  I look at ur post count..
  
  10 times more than me!
• the Bear

  12 May 05, 01:01

  don't bother about that
  
  just me being opinionated and loudmouthed
  
  

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  
  I look at ur post count..
  
  10 times more than me!

• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 01:03

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  don't bother about that
  
  just me being opinionated and loudmouthed
  
  

  Nah~ I would say u are juz helpful
• the Bear

  12 May 05, 01:10

  well, here i am... also in AA...
  
  but other places, i'm just loud
  
  anyhooo... hey.. lovespirit.. i hope you're reading
  
  

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  Nah~ I would say u are juz helpful

• browniebaobao

  12 May 05, 01:14

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  well, here i am... also in AA...
  but other places, i'm just loud
  
  anyhooo... hey.. lovespirit.. i hope you're reading
  
  

  
  Ya I know..